Robert Frost -
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less travelledby,
And that has made all the difference.
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When Mouths close it is because there is something important to be said
(The Witch of Portobello)
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Well I am loving the book. More about it later.
I did go over to Harini's place as planned :). More about that too I will fill in later... however I have to record a few facts that I have come to realise... or well accept about myself. I never was in love. Nor am I in it right now. I have only craved and itched for what I did not get easy, I do not think love is even a right word for it because what I felt then... was not love it must have been want. It is not probably my active intention but I tend to bend towards something that is complicated and always have neglected what I got easy... that must be human : but yeah I just know it is not love... I am generally friendly, that is nothing out of the ordinary with me. To most people I come across as this very affable... proabably even very trusty and most likely i am all that but nothing of what i give is permanent... because none of my friendships or people I have known and speant good times with have ever been permanat. Most times it is my own doing... I alinate myself... I do not have the inclination to keep in touch... a phase where they do not seem important at all. Wrong/right I do not know. All I know is I have never actively hurt a persons feelings (to my knowledge). The people who have been consistent in my life and who dearly love are my parents, brother and Wilma( who I have come to take as my own sister)... and in the recent Harini... (we have known each other for around two years now but have come to like each others company talk and more.).
So. Why all this... Just feels better when you put it in black and white... probably a need to tell someone unbaised.
The day was lazy. But loved it all the same.






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